Friday, October 26, 2007
Im sick plus im not happy too.I dont know why but i hate the feeling when boyfriend's going to club.But everytime, i would just let him go and maybe drop a few hints that i actually dont want him to go...All useless cos he would just want to go so much that he thought whatever i said means nothing.Well maybe, he just dont understand people's facial expression or maybe..im just good at acting.
I dont wanna say it.I dont wanna be selfish.I dont wanna think that im stopping him from having fun..i wanna him to be happy.
But, i dont know why but im just not happy.At first i thought this was the life of being attached.You just have to let go some things for the sake of love..and a little something more precious too,Friends.I want him to feel that im always there.Cos when the little time that im not, he's insecure.
Just now, hearing at how easy he said yes to Friends..it makes me turn green.
I understand things better now..i have to share him with his friends.And that means i can start collecting my friends back.I can just forget about making him feel good, feel happy.I wanna be selfish now.I wanna be happy again.
Haiya, just forget it.Maybe im just too emo today.I dont know.This tears just wont stop :(
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 3:11 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
And so Hari Raya is here..was awaken by aunt and cousin's shouting and pillow hitting..so slowly i woke and straight wash up.Too lazy to iron my clothes or put on any makeup.I went out of my room and shouted,"SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!"..and everyone when on laughing at me.Wtf?
Well, i spend my day rotting at home entertaining relatives, one come one go..haiya.Damn boring laa.So bored that i went down like 3 times to smoke and buy stuff..
On one of the trip to my void deck, i bump into Khalis!! Long lost childhood friend.Haha he look very reserved now..exchanged numbers and catch up abit..blah,blah,blah..
On other thoughts..im missing baby alot..So much......Mahfuz dear nak dinner bole?
hahahaha.
p/s: at this point of time, my duit raye is 200 plus bucks.heh heh heh.
salam lebaran, idah(:
Labels: hari raya
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 10:10 PM
raya
raya is tomorrow.. and tomorrow is today!!! muahahahaha.. duit raya!!!
but i will miss baby dadah so much that when we finally mit.. i am going to hug her for more that half an hour .. i think. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
ok crap i'm bored.. on the phone with her.. still bored.. coz she's nt toking.. and bored.. coz i have nothing to do.. hahahahahahahahaha
bye!
-mahfuz
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 1:40 AM
because i got nothing to do..
haha this is super random.Im bored and then just felt like typing something so i created this bloggie.Its the eve of Hari Raya and supposingly, i have to help clean up the house BUT im just so lazy so i lied to Mama that i got school stuff to do on the computer and that later i will do the spring cleaning thingy.And then later..i will tell her that my head is aching badly and then i will go to sleep.Haha fasting month's over, all the more reason to start lying again.Hahaha okay im damn-damn bored.Mahfuz's on the phone with me right now but it doesn't do any help.Im still damn bored.
But hours ago was fun.Went vivo with Mahfuz to meet Nazirah to pass stuff.She went off early and i had some intimate moments with dear Mahfuz.*ehem-ehem*We kind of miss each other badly you see..after not meeting for one whole day.Okay..maybe it's just a day BUT he's like my daily routine.WAIT! he is my daily routine..And raya just mean one thing..i have to survive for days not meeting dear Mahfuz.Ohh sad story.Okay la.I go cry first..Selamat hari raye.Duit raye pls!
-idah
Labels: hari raya
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 1:21 AM