Friday, November 30, 2007
restless
Im feeling so sick to do anything.I just wanna sleep but i sleep too much already.How?Fuck love.Why must it even exist.
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 2:46 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
AKU MENDAK MCM NAK MATI
I got a job.Although not yet confirmed, they all think i will get the job.Just have to wait a few more days.If i get it then no more sitting at home or saying yes to everyone who ask me out.I'll be at town for 8 hours everyday selling candles.Haha baby is so jealous of me because he wanted to work in the retail line for ages and i, got the offer without effort.Thank you to alina(:So everyone pray for me that i get the job okay.Im melting..my body's ripping at the same time here infront of the computer..ok bedek.But boredom, i cant explain...World, care to talk to me on the phone or something? My boyfriend is having nice time with the friends and dont even bother to call or sms me.Somebody chop slam him please.Godness, i fucking dont even know where the hell he is.Well, it's time to slap him back with a cold shoulder! Yes, im fucking selfish.I dont like boyfriend to be anywhere with friends or wherever, having fun, without me.Because wherever i am, you'll see him and i expect the same return.So anyone next time you wanna ask him out..you make sure you ask me as well.Another fact is, im jealous.Tell me who wouldn't uh.Im dying out of boredom down here sia..he fucking having fun.Wah lan!
Put all of that aside, im going to Melaka somewhere next month and KL on early April.That sure is the only thing right now that can make me happy.Gerek pe...As for new year, secondary school mates are already organizing chalet to gather us all.That i know i will never miss.Weeeeeee!
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 11:41 PM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
west coast park
I feel so useless.Try spending days and days and days at home roting.Sometimes its fun, many times it bores.I think the only one thing that have me pass a day without any regret is knowing the presence of dear mahfuz.Talking about love life, i've found the one.But stepping into the real world, i dont know what i want actually.
We went to west coast park again today.Memorable? very..! The first time mahfuz and me went there was months back when we were just close buddy and then today we went there with different ties.It just showed how much we've been through and how long we took to finally realise we've fallen into this thing people call love.The thing we talk about was all the same.."what i live to do".Haha face it, im a normal girl with big dreams but one thing i lack, the faith i have towards myself.That will do.
Well, west coast with boyfriend for the second time was fun especially the intimate moments where we lose our mind and then come back again.Awww, love, such wonderful feeling..never did i ever feel it last time.
And these few days i've gone back to my old, old time routine, i think.Spending all my time at home just sticking to the computer.I found many things..old pictures, old videos, old msn conversations, old self-confession right up to mahfuz's old blog.Haha..how i envy him..being so in love whole-heartedly, so dedicated to that girl at that time.I never manage to do all that sort before this.It's like im so new to all this things.Like totally.Again, that will do.
And yes, i forget to mention!! mahfuz cut his hair! cute laa.Maybe long hair suit him better but i prefer his hairstyle now though because the fringe is really short that it doesnt distract the eye.Neat, just the way i like(:
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 2:51 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
sick people
It seems that i am going to take charge of this blog because boyfriend's comp broke down few weeks ago.Actually it's nothing major, just the CPU fan stop functioning and i could only think of one reason why.Dear mahfuz got the habit of leaving his comp on for hours..he can like go to school or go anywhere and leave the computer on at home.Wah piangg!I wonder how much the electric bills cost.
Well anyways, as usual im back because im bored.Haha yes, no other reason that is.And then life pretty challenging with poor health both of us face at the same time.In both cases, it all started out with coughing and it got worse, even worse when both were very stubborn and refuse to go to the clinic until it got terrible.So this is it, i got this stupid tonsil infection which is quite bad that if i finish my medication and it's still there, then i have to say hello to operation.As for mahfuz, he has been coughing blood for ages and the doctor suspected that his lungs were infected.Come to think of it, it's really scary.Now i have to quit some things to give way to recovery, and the thing that brings total burden to stop is, smoking.I managed though(:
Minus all bad cells and viruses we have in our body, we are still a happy couple.I should really be thankful because boyfriend loves me so much that he's so willing to just do anything for me.Like almost everyday after school he would come all the way from bedok to clementi just to meet me despite feeling tired after those long hours at school.Sweet? That should be it.
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 1:18 AM
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Happy 4 months baby(:-idah