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i'm walking through the door.. softly spoken for us to understand.. to discover our sanctuary.. so listen to the calling.. to erase those redpill blushes

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i am really losing u bit by bit..

damn stupid skul..

i have a bad feeling about this..

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 6:43 AM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008


i am lacking of something.. i miss u so much.. the old u..

the one who likes to say 'versatile' and wud want to follow me wherever i go..

The one who wud want to spend the whole day with me.

the one who looks straight into my eyes and say, 'i ader k?'

the one who wud always want to cuddle and never let go..

the one who always makes me laugh without even trying..

the one who is so bubbly and i wudn't even care wad comes out from her mouth..

The one who makes me feel like i am so loved..

the one who knows wad i want and when and where i want them..


Faridah.. i miss ur love.. =(


but.. I can't blame her for everything.. it was my fault.. what goes around comes around.. and i am so sorie.. and i can't take it.. i miss my old self too..


everything we had was so perfect.. it was the perfect love i swear.. and what i look forward to at the end of the day was us toking at night.. and fall asleep just telling how much we love each other..


faridah.. i miss ur love..

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 5:39 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

I couldn't have asked for someone that suits me better.. No matter how many times i feel so angry.. I can't help but to think that i was like that.. What goes around comes around Pretty Miss Idah.. =) U are the best .. U will always be the best.. <3

I love u my golden cat=)

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 9:35 AM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008


Am i really that ugly? Ok i am having rough times gaining my confidence back.. How can i u tell me!!! Everytime baby took away that confidence i badly needed!! Because u noe why? She's effing pretty lar that's why.. damn u baby hahaha.. So every nite i have to settle looking at her blog just to feel that i am indeed cute, handsome and hot in my own ways!! Take that baby! muahahaha.. DO check her blog!!


Yes i am finally 9 years old..(actually 19)! And i couldn't have asked for more presents this year!Damn baby pampered me with so much presents lar.. I can't upload the pic now coz it's all in my hp.. And that damn ril needs to give me back my usb!! Anyways, the best wish was when I finally got to spend a night.. yes people.. A night.. nt two, but a night with my cuddly, sweet, and cheeky baby!!! hahahaha!

ok baby was nice enough to send me through msn.. hahaha


But it'll be ok i guess if i get at least birthday wishes from my friends.. I could count sia how many people.. how terrible is that? I am no longer needed maybe=(


Other than that.. Oh yes.. SCHOOL! stupid, i had to go for councelling.. How dumb can my school get.. Almost got debarred again, and my attendance is getting poor.. So that is why i love going to school with baby.. She gives me the strength to wake up early and go school!(coz if i don't go with her, she'd get angry and trust me.. U wouldn't wanna make her mad..) But she looks cute though when she's angry.. hahahaha.. irony..

well Baby.. i hate to say this.. But i am still adjusting to u starting skul.. Sorie=(

OH I almost forgot! i cut my hair again.. stupid school.. u owe me a lot of hair!!


Preferred song to listen to: Dig by Incubus

Mood: tired












As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 6:31 AM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008



oh my god!!! pretty miss idah started school again!! hahaha.. and she looks so cute in that uniform.. hahaha.. and i cut my hair!!! oh my!!! so short!!! waliao!!! hahaha

but nvm.. pretty miss idah said i looked cute.. hahaha! so i will not regret cutting..

after cutting my hair.. i sat down with her at the void deck.. we chatted and realised that we have gone so far together.. i mean.. we think back.. hhahaha.. and i really think it was well worth it.. all those friend moments.. those loving moments.. those 'cheeky' moments.. hahaha.. it was worth it! i love you so much noor faridah=) i really do..

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 5:49 AM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

simple.. noor faridah..


I Love U..

we will make it through=)

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 10:09 AM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

i created this page to reveal the inner and deepest feeling of my heart.maybe it is very different to what i am in reality.i've lost my heart now and thats why this blog shall remain a history.only you, whose name is mahfuz can open this.this blog is yours, so only you have the rights to delete this.
and today, i finally leave you with the most hatest feeling.i love you no more.because you make me detest you.hate you so much.nobody ever said they love me like crazy but treat me otherwise.i never really believe in giving guys chances after they entered my life.treat me well, any mistake, im going away.but you, i gave chances over again..and again.

i truly believe that i've showed you who i am before we got together.i've showed you how much i hang out with guys.i've showed you how much i love to talk and talk and talk and make you listen etc.i believe i have got nothing to hide.so it was your choice to make me your girlfriend.you should accept me for who i am.but you didn't.you seem to hate the life that i live.but for you, i give it all away.

i give up on my friends.i have to listen to you.well, i thought i could adapt to this kind of life.but i can't.im not happy.i tried.but you make it hard for me to adapt.i've always love to live freely and that explains why the most time of my life i hate being tied down into a relationship.i've change sOOO much for you.i change the way i think.i even put aside my believe, my religion..for you.
The least you could do was make me feel happy and satisfied about my choice.well, disappointment you gave.i seriously wish you've use your brain a little bit more.

goodbye.
8 april 2008

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 11:26 PM

it's really sickening.. really freaking sickening.. u lied straight to me and i actually bought it.. i thought i cud trust u when u said that.. haha..

'i like him as a talk buddy nothing more..' that's wad u said..
'ok now we can date each other..' that's wad i saw..

then it all makes sense.. that's why u back him up all the way.. that's why u always got furious when i tok abt him..

now as u get so happy setting ur heart for sumone else.. i sit here at home just crying for ur loss.. how could u.. i may lie about going here and there.. but u.. i thought u wud tell me straight if u have sumone else in ur heart.. and yeah.. u lied to me.. damn..

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 3:32 AM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

you're back..


ur finally back my dear.. and nothing makes me happier than that.. thoughts of nt being able to hold u anymore really breaks my heart.. i longed for those times we were so happy.. i longed for those memories where we could look back and laugh about it..


well u noe wad? everything we've gone through is funny when we look back.. remember when we talked about our lives as a coffee club waiter/waitress? hahahaha.. we couldn't stop laughing..


my point is.. i love u idah.. and patience is the key.. we may not like it for now... but trust me.. when we look back.. it's all worth it.. =)

As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 4:29 AM