Saturday, March 15, 2008
2nd+3rd day.
"The first song that we're gonna play, im going to dedicate it to someone i lost just recently.If you're listening, i love you.." Blushes.
I could have drop a tear.
It feels good to be sleeping in your arms.When you gave me a peck, i yearn for much more.It feels weird when you sent me home but we bid goodbye just by a hand shake and a friendly hug.You called me back just like how you use to call me back after you say goodbye everytime.I was hoping that you would give me the usual flying kiss but you ask for ciggarette instead.I gave you all my sticks and walk away.I wanted you to call me again.But all i hear is silence.
I choose this path.I have to face it strong.Let our love live in our memory, maybe in the memories of our friends who cared as well.
You didn't lost me.I still see myself in your heart.
I still love you.I still care.Just let time continue the story.
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 1:12 AM
Friday, March 14, 2008
2nd day.
I was awaken by my ringing handphone.I thought it was you, but it was Uncle Fi asking how can he get to you.And then, i cannot get myself back to sleep.I am missing you terribly and the fact that i am going to your gig today excite me somehow.
I am very free and happy? I'm not really sure about what i'm feeling.I can't get you out of my mind even for a second.I can be doing something else or whatsoever but at the corner of my mind i will constantly hope that you will give me a call or sms.I know i really want you badly but a the same time i don't want to be with you.I don't want our relationship.I don't want.But i want you.
I am obviously very confused.They said sometimes ignorance is bliss.But right now, ignorance is hell.
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 1:59 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
After 1 day.
I miss you but i don't want to turn back.I want to get away from being what i am for the 8 months im with you.I want to wake up and go to sleep feeling happy.I don't want to have to quarrel everyday.I don't want to have to feel worried or whatsoever.
I know i will miss you.I am missing you infact.But, so many things are holding me from getting back to you.
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 9:27 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
We broke up.I asked for it.I am very tired.I need a rest.Im sorry Mahfuz :(
8 months just have to stop there though i will always love you.
love,
idah
As told by Fuzee to the Wozee~ at 11:23 PM